Monday, December 9, 2013

Week 9: Anxiety, Disinhibition and Learning while online. #IDT1314


 
   Seeing as we live in an increasingly connected world where a majority of our experiences can be customized to suit our desires and many of the gadgets we use can be highly personalized to suit our self-perceptions and identity projections. It’s only natural to expect that that our interactions and experiences as learners should be tailored to our comfort, enjoyment and preference. We could think of it as bespoke education! Certainly, we all have a trove of old unpleasant memories carefully stored away in the dusty, cobweb filled corners of the brain space we allocate for memories. You know, the section that contains those dreaded scenarios of you feeling terribly anxious and sweaty palmed with knocking knees' as you sat in your desk begging God that the teacher wouldn’t choose you to answer that French or Spanish question that you find difficult though it seems everyone else has got it and are ready to move on to the next thing! I certainly have a corner filled with these dreadful experiences as a struggling student of French and I suspect that the residual effects of these negative experiences have had some impact on my dislike of French people (just kidding…sort of.) and my apprehension to enroll in evening language classes.



If only then I had known about disinhibition! I could have separated my conscience from my physical body and given answers using my less anxious ethereal phantom presence!



   As mentioned by Cunningham in Liminality and Disinhibition in Online Language Learning (2011) and defined by Joinsen, disinhibition is “any behavior that is characterized by an apparent reduction for self-presentation and judgment of others” (Joinsen 1998, p.44). Following this study, I was intrigued to discover that in many cases, the occurrence of disinhibition within cmc was accompanied by displays of negative behavior due to loosened social cues, a sense of lessened responsibility and the assumption of anonymity, but like Cunningham, I agree that in light of these occurrences, disinhibition is a phenomena that can be used to the advantage of language learners and I hope to find a way to help students engage this state of mind within my physical classroom.  


Since access to ICT is a bit of a challenge in my school, I tried to brainstorm a few non technology-requiring methods for reducing anxiety and inducing disinhibition in the classroom.



- At the start of each trimester, each student creates a personalized fabric finger puppet to represent himself and each student should also decorate his desk as a comfortable home space for his puppet.



- After naming their finger puppet (perhaps using a western English name would be helpful for inducing disinhibition?) students will not communicate f2f with each other and the teacher but rather, speaking through their finger puppet and they could also develop a special voice to use when speaking. Students can also make video presentations using their smartphones to record (I can upload them to my laptop and share with the class using the projector) and conversational tasks could also be practiced, recorded and filed for later revision.  



- The teacher could also have a puppet whose demeanor, voice and role differs from the actual teacher. This might reduce anxiety for students since they will be aware of the role definitions of teacher (authority figure and assessor) and teacher as puppet (friendly / helpful) and also know what role they should play depending on the mode of the teacher.



-  Separate content: In the Pasfield-Neofitou article (2011), some of the interviewed students woefully remarked that they might always feel like Japanese foreign language speakers regardless of how much they practiced (outside of total immersion). A few also pointed out a few advantages to being a permanent foreigner, one of which was always having the freedom to make mistakes since it is known by all participants in the conversation that the initiator of conversation is not a native speaker. 



I also found it clever that some students had devised their own techniques for reducing anxiety and diverting native speaker aggression by publicly announcing that they were passionate language learners who would make a plethora of mistakes and in some instances they managed to avert aggression by issuing an apology in advance. I felt that this willingness to acknowledge a lack of proficiency, issue an apology, then exist and operate within the role of permanent learner / foreigner functioned as a method of inducing disinhibition and in the absence of ICT I could possibly devise this climate in my classroom by separating content.  While focusing on heavily academic, topic related content that is distributed by the ministry of education, we could all function as ourselves (non-puppet) given the seriousness and weight of government assessments. When focusing on more pliable skills (speaking and listening, light conversational topics, new English vocabulary) and generally fun, interactive activities, students could switch back to their finger puppets knowing that it will be perfectly acceptable, natural and a consequence free environment to practice and develop their skills in English.



   Everyday, as a language teacher and a less than mildly competent learner of Arabic, I find myself functioning as a trained master of torture by subjecting my poor Arabic speaking students to an unending onslaught of unanswerable questions, verbal inquiries, unintelligible dictations and assessed tasks that serve as harsh spotlights rooting every timid, mute, illiterate, introverted, extroverted, apathetic and enthusiastically energetic student out the nooks and crannies of their comfort zones and onto a stage where their inabilities are showcased in front of their peers. 


Bravo, bravo! Encore, encore! I certainly deserve a pat on the back don’t I? Seriously, all sarcasm and jesting aside, this is not a job that I am proud of an certainly, even given the context in which I am expected to perform, there is certainly a better way of doing things and I am grateful that this week’s readings were able to shine a guiding and insightful light onto a better path for instructing language learners.

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